Senior Year; The beginning.

Only a few short months ago I was saying “I’m not ready.” At the time I wasn’t ready for the school year to end and the summer to begin. I wasn’t ready to say my good-byes and leave everyone I had started to love.
Now I’m beginning to say I’m not ready again, but this time it’s for summer to end and school to start.
It’s weird. I wasn’t ready for the summer to even begin because I couldn’t say good-bye. Now I’m not ready for summer to end because I can’t say hello.
There were things I had planned this summer. Like party a lot, find a summer love, stay out all night, and do normal seventeen year old high school summer things. Okay, I went to a few parties, stayed out a couple late nights, and had a blast with my friends. But I never found that official summer love. But you know what, it’s all right.
I had some good texts, some good talks, and some good nights all with a little help from my friends. (and yes, I just inserted a Beatles reference.)
Sure I’m saying good-bye to a summer that I’ll possible forget, but I won’t forget the nights that meant the most to me and I’m not really saying good-bye. I’m just closing the summer door and opening a new one to my senior year.
This is the year I wasn’t ready for. This is the time of my life that I’ve been looking forward to the past three years. Look at me now; I’m not ready for it. I can’t believe I’ve grown up so fast and gone through most of high school already. I have a year of dances, parties, working, late night text fests, and fun ahead of me, I’m not going to let it slip by .
This all begins tomorrow morning with the girls for a pot luck breakfast. I can’t wait. I’m really excited for Senior Year to begin, I’m just really ready.
And it’s been awhile, but remember, this is Jackie and I don’t know crap. (: