April 4 and 5, 2009

I’ve realized this weekend that I really don’t have any friends. I don’t have anyone to hang out with on weekends besides Melany. But she goes to her mom’s house every other weekend and has other friends. I really don’t have anyone to hang out with. Katelyn, probably the only other person I tell everything too, has a job so weekends with her are hard to plan.
I pretty much stay at home every weekend.
I want a job just so I can have something to do. I won’t have to stay at home all the time if I have a job. But that means someone will have to hire me, and I can’t seem to find anyone that will. Not only do I need a job for something to do, I also need a job for money. I really don’t know what I’m going to do when I need new stuff.
Well anyway, this weekend was spent at home (obviously) watching movies and doing the internet thing. I basically lived on the couch this weekend. One of these days I’m just going to have to walk around Parma for an entire day so at least I’ll be doing something. Sure I could be cleaning and making my room presentable, but if I don’t have anyone coming over then what’s the point?
I also realized this weekend that I cannot ever miss school. It’s the worst thing ever. I now have no idea what’s going on in chemistry or math. And I’m missing three days for Boston and one day for Washington, D.C. next month. I’m going to go insane. I like school. I know I always say I hate it, but I need school in my life to keep everything organized. If I wasn’t in school, I think I would want to die. I may not talk to that many people at school, but at least there’s some kind of face-to-face communication.
So my weekend was pretty uneventful. And the more I think about it, I really should get that movie review page up. I mean I watched like 8 movies this weekend, that page is really needed.
As you read always remember, I’m Jackie and I don’t know crap.
P.S. You can always leave comments.. I would love some feedback as to whether or not I’m keeping you interested. ​